My shins/ankles are in unbelievably intense pain. They feel swollen. All because the fucking bus kept lurching and I tensed my legs to keep myself steady—with added weight/momentum from carrying this piece of shit:
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(The rucksack, not Creamsicle.)
Creamsickle: Yay I’m a whale. *flaps flippers*
I fucking hate it when the bus is anything nearing crowded. It makes everything so awkward and at times, like this, physically painful.
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I’m good on food for today—I ate not one, but two meals today, if you can believe it.
However I could use a new pipe. Idk how much they cost at the minimart here but I think like $7? Definitely a want, not a need.
Holy God my legs fucking hurt. Ow.
So the bus was crowded, and I had my huge pack, which made it awkward. I sat down, didn’t take the pack off because it was only a few stops and it’s awkward to put it on. So my arms were in this weird position. When the bus lurched, I nearly fell over because of my pack; I couldn’t brace myself with my arms so I used my legs.
I have bad knees/shins. They hurt like fuck when I stand up/sit down, and I know that’s a symptom of forgetting to eat/not being able to eat, because it goes away once I’ve been eating consistently for a while.
The meth might be making the pain worse, because I know that it makes me really sensitive to cold. Buuuuut idk.
It's probably malnutrition to be honest
Stay safe and boost when you can :meow-hug: