I think a lot of us can relate to your experience. I have found a lot of people that seem to have borderline personality disorder, and are admired for it.
When it became legal and available where I am it lost some of its hold on me. If I have it I smoke it out of boredom . Knowing I can get it tomorrow makes me feel like I would rather do other things today.
I think a lot of us can relate to your experience. I have found a lot of people that seem to have borderline personality disorder, and are admired for it.
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I thought I did. I think I just didn't know how to handle my emotions and I was put into some triggering situations.
I think I self medicated with weed for a big part of my life. Now I am happy without it and it just makes me feel stupider, but not happier.
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When it became legal and available where I am it lost some of its hold on me. If I have it I smoke it out of boredom . Knowing I can get it tomorrow makes me feel like I would rather do other things today.
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I suspect you are seriously PTSD.
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