The three months of masturbation to shota comics resulted in 30 entries in my notebook.
Since this essay focuses on the method as such, I will only recount the main findings
briefly and in regards to whether they helped me get closer to understanding the ex-
perience of my research participants.
Excerpt from my field diary after reading a dojinshi by Shigeru from the ‘circle’,or dojinshi group, Shonen Zoom:
incredibly vile description of child pornography
Started reading on the toilet: Boy who is staying with relatives happens to see his same-age
friend masturbate. He can’t let go of this sight ... I continued in bed, arranged the pillows until
I was in a comfortable position, a bit ceremonial. ... The boy is now observing Tokio-kun
through the window, on the veranda, while jerking off. He slips on the snow and is dis-
covered. Tokio-kun angry, but also excited even as he keeps repeating ‘I’m not homo!’. The
boy who has admitted to everything has nothing to lose, so he throws himself over Tokio-kun
and starts sniffing his cock and licking his smooth balls, and while waiting for the shot I
came! (10 September 2021)
incredibly vile description of child pornography
Started reading on the toilet: Boy who is staying with relatives happens to see his same-age friend masturbate. He can’t let go of this sight ... I continued in bed, arranged the pillows until I was in a comfortable position, a bit ceremonial. ... The boy is now observing Tokio-kun through the window, on the veranda, while jerking off. He slips on the snow and is dis- covered. Tokio-kun angry, but also excited even as he keeps repeating ‘I’m not homo!’. The boy who has admitted to everything has nothing to lose, so he throws himself over Tokio-kun and starts sniffing his cock and licking his smooth balls, and while waiting for the shot I came! (10 September 2021)
thats it im not reading anymore kill him
I'm sorry. I did warn people with the CW though
Be glad you didn't read further