Imagine, if you will, a curse which makes you only able to recall the last three topics you have thought about. Also imagine that you live in a situation where nobody else you meet in person really gives a shit about leftist ideals the same way you do, and have a daily routine which is mostly staring at the television. Imagine trying to accomplish any self-improvement or even self-care while having no long-term memory beyond writing little sticky notes for yourself.
I'm not sure what to do here, since anything I can do to get in a better situation requires planning, and I cannot focus well enough to plan. Am I doomed to be a meat puppet controlled by fucking sloth demons or something?
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:shrek-pixel-despair: My parents pretty much stopped raising me when I was like eight or something in favor of watching tv and working (now they also stare at facebook and phones). In addition to having the social skills of a slug they also decided to trap me in a deadbeat suburb. I've spent a lot time thinking how much better my life would have been with just marginally better conditions.