Mexico. I've been in this hellword that is the US since I was ten. Ever since I got my residency a couple years back, I've been back and forth and and I want to live my life back in Mexico. Logically it makes no sense, the government is and has always been a disgusting mess of corruption and political family dynasties. The insecurity is awful thanks to the bullshit drug war the US has been "fighting" for decades. The workscape is somehow worse than here and pay much more so. But goddammit, I miss my family and friends so fucking much every single day, I dont care about any of that. I'm getting to the point where I'm convinced that our existence as humans is coming to an end in the next couple decades due to climate change, pollution and so much other harm these billionares leeches pushed for in the name of profits, that I just want to spend that time around people I love and that love me. I'm also a fucking idiot and still have an innate feeling that I need to fight for and the workers and downtrodden in Mexico to see if maybe we can have something nice for once (if short-lived), specially since the US is such a fucking shithole that it will absolutely double down on fascism when neolibs finally lose control of the ship, so, to me, the US is a lost cause. Jesus, Im such an idiot, writing this wall of text for a simple question, but it feels good somehow.