As someone currently in the process of losing their god damn mind and as someone who understands neurological breakdowns quite well

I'm really sorry to hear that :/ This is probably one of my biggest fears, I actually swore off certain drugs after trying them because the brain fog feeling I was getting physically and emotionally made me uncomfortable. That being taken to a permanent degree and even further scares the shit out of me :(

I know I'm only talking about myself here but just wanted to illustrate how I feel and how much I sympathise because of it.