I was actually really happy around autumn of 2019. Confident with myself and finally felt like I could be a normal person. Since covid started I've become a nervous wreck, lots of my friends and family have died or had poor circumstances. I've become alone again and I'm constantly on edge I might fall back into poverty or make one mistake and end up losing everything.
It's hard but I keep going. Currently everything's about trying to reclaim how I felt 3 years ago.
I love my cats and I have a cool bicycle though, so that's going ok. Might move somewhere nicer next year
I was actually really happy around autumn of 2019. Confident with myself and finally felt like I could be a normal person. Since covid started I've become a nervous wreck, lots of my friends and family have died or had poor circumstances. I've become alone again and I'm constantly on edge I might fall back into poverty or make one mistake and end up losing everything.
It's hard but I keep going. Currently everything's about trying to reclaim how I felt 3 years ago.
I love my cats and I have a cool bicycle though, so that's going ok. Might move somewhere nicer next year
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