There's still some stuff i need to get fixed ofc, but things like laser hair removal are now ... they're still a super high priority, but in the same way they'd be for a cis woman suffering from lots of hair where it shouldn't be, y know? My head is where it needs to be. And anything else may be a construction site still, but the perspective i view it from is entirely different then before. It's just stuff i'll sort out over the next 2-3 years. And the stuff that won't sort itself out, well, i don't bother that much with that anymore. Nobody's perfect, every woman has things about herself that make her feel unfomfortable and it's ... it's now easier to reject that pressure and accept my imperfections than before. I no longer feel as if i'm constantly in overdrive from the testosterone. I'm no longer at war with my own body. My biology is no longer trying to asssassinate me. There's no longer this raging beast inside me and it's such a relief.
There's still some stuff i need to get fixed ofc, but things like laser hair removal are now ... they're still a super high priority, but in the same way they'd be for a cis woman suffering from lots of hair where it shouldn't be, y know? My head is where it needs to be. And anything else may be a construction site still, but the perspective i view it from is entirely different then before. It's just stuff i'll sort out over the next 2-3 years. And the stuff that won't sort itself out, well, i don't bother that much with that anymore. Nobody's perfect, every woman has things about herself that make her feel unfomfortable and it's ... it's now easier to reject that pressure and accept my imperfections than before. I no longer feel as if i'm constantly in overdrive from the testosterone. I'm no longer at war with my own body. My biology is no longer trying to asssassinate me. There's no longer this raging beast inside me and it's such a relief.