Fuck I can't open dating apps anymore. Every time I see a motherfucker in a restaurant or unmasked at a concert I get pissed as fuck that they are willing to kill people like me for shallow consumerism.
It sucks to be a disabled zoomer right now, when so many people my age who 2 years ago were full on pro ACAB are now willing to murder disabled people for the most surface level shit. I never felt happier eating in a restaurant pre-pandemic or drinking in a bar, that shit was alienating as fuck. Even friend hangouts they were fun but not worth killing people over.
This has been a horrible year. A horrible period, I hope these eugenicists get retaliated against in some manner even if it just looks like a bunch of people starting to mask again cause they see too many loved ones dying.
Yeah, I'm just gonna take an L for the next few years and keep to myself for a bit. See how this all plays out. Trying to get my vehicle up to snuff so I can go back to being nomadic and hide in the woods with my kindle for weeks at a time.
"I will finish this rubbertramping conversion before the end of the pandemic" I told myself in 2021. Bad news, still not finished. Good news, pandemmy isn't either?
Took me like 8 months to find the vehicle i wanted, got it just before Halloween last year. Threw myself into converting it... and then got covid just before new years. All my mental focus went out the window and I'm just finally starting make progress again on it now. Fucking a.🤞
I'm pretty sure I haven't had COVID but I also find it so incredibly hard to focus on big projects now... I know that feeling.
I don't know how anyone gets anything done anymore.:this-is-fine:
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