I don’t think it’s something “objective” - it doesn’t happen with all attractive people or even most of them. And I don’t think others find them as attractive either. But sometimes, some very few times, I see someone either irl or online and I literally can’t stop staring at them. I think about them for hours afterwards. It’s only happened a handful of times but by god it is so freaking weird.

If there is an “objective” rating system, even if it’s subjective to the observer, then these people are not 8 or 9 or 10. They are outside the freaking scale. And I don’t mean they’re 11/10 or something. No, the scale just doesn’t even apply to them.

Like, am I weird? Does this only happen to me? Should I get my brain checked? It this what people mean when they say “type”?

  • Hohsia [he/him]
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    2 years ago

    You really fucking nailed it with Tilda Swinton. That’s the exact “look” of two people who have broken my heart.

    I truly don’t even know if what I am trying to describe makes sense. I’m very high right now

    • Mardoniush [she/her]
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      2 years ago

      I have two trans friends who had their egg crack immediately upon watching "Orlando". Just "Ohh she's so incredibly pretty but like not in a sex way I wish I could be he....oh no"