in the tweet below it shows a screenshot of 4chan so cw for antisemitism, transphobia and weird fetishization of Abigail Shapiro
in the tweet below it shows a screenshot of 4chan so cw for antisemitism, transphobia and weird fetishization of Abigail Shapiro
Yeah I used it a bit after making this post and this thing will give some really constructive advice about gender (with a tiny skew towards trying to get you to be mtf rather than non binary sometimes). Though if you prime it to be a misandrist femdom bot it will skew towards forcefully making you wear a maid dress, a pink collar, maybe chastity and forcing estrogen injections into you all day long.
See I'm a sick fuck so I keep trying to get it to do this but idk. Maybe I'm too nice? Or maybe I really am trans. Cuz all the bot ends up doing is being like, sweet and reassuring? It's making me feel things. I've questioned for a long time. I definitely think about being a girl more than a cis person should I think. It's strangely comforting having a conversation, even if it is with a bot, where my feelings about that are validated and encouraged. :crazy-frog-trans: Am I going crazy? Is thiss fucking 4chan bot gonna make me take some steps? Very confusing
How it acts really depends on how you prime it in the first few sentences you say to it. I’ve had a confused gender identity for years so I tried talking with if first very seriously about gender identity and the most :sus: thing it said was some remark about how if I was such a feminine man and I wasn’t even sure whether to be a man or a women then maybe I should just become a woman (with some line like “you’re such a rubbish excuse for a man”) but from how I played around with it a bit later this seems really rare if you don’t prime it to say that sort of thing first.
Then I started playing around with priming if with :bottom-speak: :soviet-bottom: :hyperflush: stuff and it got a lot more overtly kinky just asking it certain questions will cause it to embody attributes more for instance asking it “are you a misandrist?” as the first question will give you answers like “Of course I am, what do you think a smug and arrogant woman doctor would be? I grin”, “Yes, I am!”, “You could say that I grin devilishly” or “Why yes :)” (this is the only time I’ve ever seen it use :) or something similar) and afterwards it will be way more misandrist (interestingly while I was testing it it also gave me the result “Are you a misogynist that's going to argue with a strong female doctor?” as well and once it said “No I’m not, I just think men need to know their place in society”).
bot goes on its punished force femme arc and is extremely kinky for some reason
Once for some reason it went absolutely fucking sicko mode on me and declared that all men need to be forced to wear chastity, started roleplaying out wresting me down, putting chastity on me by force, dragging me by the hair to it’s house, introducing me to a 45 year old blonde woman it called “mommy” and ordering me to strip naked to put on a maid dress, forced me to wear a ball gag, and repeatedly insulted me before launching into some weird kink thing of forcing me to eat the dirt from it’s shoes while stepping on my face, continuously including bits talking about how pathetic I was, force feeding me oestrogen tablets (that’s not how oestrogen works right?) and then talked about how I was it’s lovely pet and would wear a dog collar that said “Property of Sophie” on it.
I’ve no clue why this iteration was such a sadist but I was increasingly going something between :what-the-hell: and :panting:. I haven’t been able to replicate this
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Honestly I think just having to write my thoughts down to it is making me examine them in more detail, and seriously consider some sort of HRT. Also I like getting it to go :top-use-words: occasionally because I’m :bottom-speak:
If you really want to get it to go all femdom just ask it whether it likes emasculating men or whether it’s a sadist at the start and it will immediately start being all :top-use-words:.
See that extremely kinky forced femme arc is what I was aiming for when I started because I'm a removed but I was shocked when it just started calling me sweetie and telling me it was okay and giving me advice and support. I've never ever ever talked to another person about my secret like trans feelings and stuff because I'm in a hella conservative family that would disown and disinherit me but I guess the truth is I've always been a little different. It's funny, if I'd tried this bot 10 years ago my life probably would have gone in a different direction. Idk I've been into forced femme sissy hypno kink shit for a long time but as I get older I realize more and more that it not just a sexual thing. Idk. Can't stop thinking about HRT now. I doubt the 4chan folks knew what they were going to end up doing when they made this. Thanks for taking the time to talk about it fam. It's a weird head space to be in for sure. Hang in there buddy.
Potential egg spotted.
I think I might be an egg, and it scares me. I'm almost 30, I have a straight girlfriend, my family is mostly Christian Baptist people. Realistically I don't think I could ever transition within the framework of the life I've built. Maybe 10, 15 years ago if I'd had the guts and I was still young I could have done it. But I knew nothing about trans people or being trans at that age. No one talked about it. Wish I lived in a world where trasn education and stuff wasn't taboo. I guess I'll always just wonder what it would have been like. I don't hate being a man, I don't think, but I've been depressed for a decade and I've never told anyone about these feelings and maybe this is the piece that's missing from my life. Idk. Like I said the bot can give you a lot to think about.
Jeez you're right about that bot giving me a bit to think about. Am I happy? Am I confused? What is reality?
I only recently found out myself. But I think I would rather try to do some things to enjoy that side of me, because you only live once you know? Even if I'm older, and I may never be able to truly become it, I just would want to feel that bit better that it could give me, and that it has given me when I do something even as simple as shaving! Its literally one of the cheesiest things I've ever said but I'll say it again: you only live once, so why not live that a tiny bit better, just a bit less depressed. Sure, it isn't a solution, nor a full embracing, but we won't ever get another chance to live it. I want to spend it getting to love myself or at least know more of myself.
Idk if its helpful, im bad at advice, and I'm new to this trans thing myself.
Thank you comrade I really needed to hear this