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  • jabrd [he/him]
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    2 years ago

    Sometimes I fuck so hard I feel like I’ve run a marathon and I just have to lie there and breath it out. That’s been my modern experience in a healthy relationship having good sex where my partner and I communicate what we both want in bed.

    Sometimes I fuck real hard and then feel empty after the fact, knowing that I put on more of a circus performance than any real act for myself because I feel that swinging dick (tm) is all I bring to the table and I’ll happily exchange that for a brief moment of human connection because I just feel so, so lonely. That was my previous experience when I had awful self-esteem and was in the deepest throes of my depression.

    Could be either of those comrade. Or maybe something else more personal to you and your journey