Not great... constantly seeing trans women equated with predators is really starting to wear on my psyche.

Was misgendered by the 6sigma consultant, fucking corporate bullshit, in the hall on Tuesday, "HEY DUDE! HOW YA DOUN MAN!" Like I get it I don't pass, I have come to accept that, but it still fucking hurts, and your apology doesn't make it better. Was crying off and on all Wednesday, at least everyone left me alone at my bench while I cried, I don't think I could have handled sympathy from cis people. I also got into a fight in reddit with an "atheist" terf tuesday evening. It is really is wild how some atheists jettison their belief in God, but keep all the unconscious assumptions and biases of Christianity while substituting scientism for God. Like they kept talking about how there isn't an overlap between genders, and when I pointed out the many overlaps those suddenly didn't count. Then they would just arbitrarily redefine terms and concepts to fit their preconceived notions. Was really frustrating.

Feeling better today, still emotionally drained but I feel less shitty. Hopefully the weekend is quiet, planning on baking as much as possible, maybe go to the range.

PS. I deleted reddit, going back was a mistake.