I'm not doing too well comrades. I think I'm becoming an alcoholic to cope. I can go into the details if you want. There's no meaning to life, we suffer then we die and our consciousness is extinguished forever.
Any books you'd recommend to help with this? I like to read
I saw Tibetan book of the dead, I got alot out of it. A friend who went thru similar experience had good read of Egyptian book of dead, examining kemetic philosophy. As well as Alan Moore's Jerusalem. In the latter I personally resonated with the idea of eternalism.
I really like Kabir's poetry, Walden, Leaves of Grass, Tao Te Ching, not necessarily existential crisis but thought invoking poetry that informed my understanding of personal existance.