That's it, that's the post. I'm feeling good about myself. Also it's kind wild how working out always makes me feel better but I still have to force myself to do it.
Like it's either: feel like shit -> Don't work out -> continue to feel like shit
Or
Feel like shit -> absolutely force myself to get up and go work out -> don't feel like shit anymore
Yet it's always an enormous mental effort to work up the will to go work out
I have this image in my head if stagnant blood producing pond scum and the only way to get rid of the scum is to get the blood pumping.
Let's fucking go, comrade!