weird. Baby is a little cutie though. But for real I guess it shows how far I've come as a person because I used to drink myself to death over shit related to her and emotions I couldn't process.
Proud of you for being able to do that kind of introspection! It can feel so surreal to recognize your own growth sometimes
Thanks but honestly it feels much better today being able to process that in a healthy way then letting it upend my life. Plus it feels good to be happy for her. Holding onto hatred like that for someone is so bitter and it slowly kills you.
Oh absolutely. It's mostly tongue and cheek, but I always say that I'm too lazy to hold on to resentments towards people lol. Truly though, it feels like being hateful and bitter just sucks up so much of your own energy, whereas letting go, and feeling happiness in your case, can just be so easy
