I’ve read about how it’s typically difficult for adults with autism to remain employed, and I can completely see why. Never been officially diagnosed, but I’m pretty sure it’s a foregone conclusion in the way that I constantly over analyze every action taken by my co-workers and supervisors

So yeah there’s definitely some ND thought here, but I also can’t seem to get past how fake everything feels. And it feels like I have to play along with their little game where they all assume different personalities between the hours of 9-5 instead of being themselves. Because contrary to popular belief, individuals aren’t beneficial to capitalism, drones are

I hate my brain

            • GalaxyBrain [they/them]
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              2 years ago

              So....you couldn't take a pandering, competitive position to get ahead and benefit yourself as an individual?

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                15 days ago

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                • GalaxyBrain [they/them]
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                  2 years ago

                  "nah. under capitalism, you can always take a pandering, competitive position to get ahead and benefit yourself as an individual, but cooperation with people in the same class position is a significantly better route. unfortunately, capitalism’s hegemonic position makes solidarity seem like a non-option to most people."

                  So if you feel.like being at all ruthless it's just easy street and there is certainly nothing else in play. This is just grindstone mentality but saying it's bad. It's also just a fantasy.

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                    15 days ago

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                    • GalaxyBrain [they/them]
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                      2 years ago

                      Seems to be the statement made by what I quoted which was the post I replied to.

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                        15 days ago

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          • lol_typical [he/him]
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            2 years ago

            Nobody here has a job and they read dumb shit like spinoza