I’ve read about how it’s typically difficult for adults with autism to remain employed, and I can completely see why. Never been officially diagnosed, but I’m pretty sure it’s a foregone conclusion in the way that I constantly over analyze every action taken by my co-workers and supervisors
So yeah there’s definitely some ND thought here, but I also can’t seem to get past how fake everything feels. And it feels like I have to play along with their little game where they all assume different personalities between the hours of 9-5 instead of being themselves. Because contrary to popular belief, individuals aren’t beneficial to capitalism, drones are
I hate my brain
I've had the "pleasure" of going to a few work dinners with my team/managers that involved C-suite types, and holy shit these people never left high school. Get them in private and put a few drinks in them and they'll start gossiping like teenagers, complete with endless whining about how two-faced each other are and petty plans to get back at one another. In one case I literally had to listen to one of them contemplate sleeping with another board member's wife to get back at him over some petty bullshit, and it took all of my willpower not to throw my drink in his face.
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