Just had to endure ANOTHER lecture. It’s almost a daily occurrence at this point. I fucking hate it and wish I could just run away.
Well.
Like. I’m old enough that they can’t stop me but my dumbass is still financially dependent on them. It fucking sucks and is so suffocating.
They never see anything wrong with what they do. No, they have “decades of experience” and must be listened to. It’s just ME that has to be constantly criticised for everything.
Not one good word. I don’t think I even remember the last time I got complemented or celebrated or spoken of in any positive fucking terms.
I’m gonna stop typing and thinking like this cuz I can feel the waterworks coming.
Just… fuck it all, man. I wish I could just run away to some place far away and just actually live my life.
I literally ran away from my parents for this reason, only in my case it was because my mom was charging me rent and board for my time with her. I think her final tally was thirty thousand dollars.
Oh and she'd get mad if I went to work too, because then I wouldn't be around enough to clean the house.
I ended up pooling about 800$ and moving out when she was tending to her four other properties (yes, she was a landlord!!)
It was a nightmare, and I don't recommend it.
What I can recommend is going out as much as you are able and finding space away from them. If you're really desperate, consider enrolling in college and boarding there. Yeah, the debt sucks, but the price is worth it compared to having your youth sapped by emotional vampires.
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Yeah she was insanely controlling, and insane in general.