just smoked half a chillum and im pretty high. that low tolerance is nice. i quit bc theres a chance ill be drug tested when switching from contractor to an internal employee. but i found out today its delayed for 1-2 months. i might smoke again friday and maybe when i see some old friend in a couple weeks, then quit again to be safe.

i feel great tho, i feel a lot less anxious and my thoughts are flowing. i try to be careful with substances bc i tend to overuse. im thinking of setting a twice a week limit once the drug test is through. i used kratom as a crutch when i wasnt smoking and i started developing a habit. but im feeling happy and optimistic abt those goals rn; im 7 months free of nicotine and 2 weeks w/o kratom! im even updating my CV for grad school rn!

anyways i saw someone on this site saying that modern-day :amerikkka: "wasnt even the 1890s" and i thought that was interesting. but that post seemed to be drawing a comparison to Russia, implying we are some length of time away from the Revolution. its more like 1920s Weimar-- an embarrassed, failed power slowly turning to fascism as a last resort to expand its exploitation and colonialism to save itself from being subsumed by :ukkk: :france-cool: and :amerikkka: (they succeeded in that goal, as they are junior partners in imperialism on par with the former two).

:amerikkka: will similarly increase exploitation and colonialism. China is the modern USSR that :amerikkka: ultimately aims to defeat, impose a color revolution, and gain 1.5 billion slaves. Russia may be the :ukkk: to China's USSR, but Russia will probably cause a lot less genocide and suffering in WW3 than :ukkk: in WW2. modern :eu-cool: is Italy. Central American, South American, and Caribbean countries are a mix of Japans and Chinas. :japan-cool: and :south-korea-cool: are Poland and other Slavic countries that became collaborators. Hong Kong could be :ukkkraine: and theres another hldmr manufactured by wealthy Hong Kong capitalists.

this isnt meant in doomer way, those of us living in Axis powers should do all we can to prevent this. join a local org, maintain good opsec, combat liberalism, and avoid adventurism. even if we fail, :amerikkka: is unlikely to win WW3, unless you account mutual nuclear destruction a win for :amerikkka:

edit: oh, and the DPRK are the Slavic nations that are part of the USSR.