well I got a short fuse, lord my cannon's loose
and I hate myself every day that's dealt that I couldn't comfort you
and I wish I could promise this was my last time
But i'm a bitter man and i don't understand lord why the hell I'm crying
It was a cold December and I still see her in my head
Don't ever say I didn't love you every way that I knew how
I will drag you down
it's just the way I am
I will cut you down lord any way I can
I was a dirty kid on a corner drinking a box of wine
I was young and dumb and getting spun lord for the hundredth time
I was a glutton for pain, I was a runaway train
And I rolled a dice for a better life and sI tepped out in the rain
Thought that I would walk forever, I will walk forever
Don't ever say I didn't love you every way that I knew how
I will drag you down
it's just the way I am
I will cut you down lord anyway I can
It was a cold December and I will walk forever
Don't ever say I didn't love you every way that I knew how
I will drag you down it's just the way I am
I will cut you down anyway I can
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