Hey Chapos, I was watching my 101 billionth tank video on YouTube when I was confronted by a thought - I'm rabidly anti-war (except class war, of course) and yet find myself uncontrollably attracted to the implements of war. Any studies that delve into the rationale behind these impulses?
Power. Power is hot. You've been shaped by a culture revering destructive power as ultimate power. Military power is now hot for you.
Like I mentioned somewhere else, it's probably all them GI Joe cartoons I consumed as an impressionable kid. The brain worms are buried too deep