I have experienced trauma my entire life. I just got out of a very emotionally abusive relationship. I developed severe PTSD symptoms in the last few years.

I've always felt that maybe I don't think like most other people I encounter. I've always had a hard time connecting to people and seemed to attract some really bad people into my life.

I am very self aware, probably too much so. I am usually well liked and have never really had issues with social norms or anything. I do have some other habits that make me wonder. I've wondered if I'm schizophrenic before but I only meet a few of the criteria. My abusive ex tried to convince me I had borderline personality disorder, which I do have some symptoms of. However, these symptoms have lessoned since I left the relationship.

I think I might have high functioning autism, but I have never been evaluated. I am fairly intelligent and self aware so I know to hide a lot of my symptoms.

Anyways, I'm just wondering what are some traits you have?

  • sir_this_is_a_wendys [he/him]
    hexagon
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    24 days ago

    I have lots of emotions, but I am very stoic, largely due to abusive relationships I've been in. I do have many symptoms of CPTSD and BPD

    • Florn [they/them]
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      24 days ago

      Data does have emotions and sentimentality, even if the show doesn't call them that. I'm more talking about his role as a sort of perpetual social outsider.