I mean I don't know your situation, but I found that the benefits I got from stimulates weren't worth the side effects and toll I felt they were taking on my mind and body. Sure I'm not super productive without them, but I can do my life tasks well enough. That's good enough for me and the doctor agreed.

Also stimulants like adderall also AREN'T like SSRIs that's require you to keep taking them to feel the effects. (some actual doctors get this wrong, which is insane to me) So it shouldn't be a big deal to just take them only when you feel like you need them.