It occurred to me earlier that I'm in a weird position where I kinda have a lack of mortality problem going on. Came to terms with dying a long, long time ago and all this shit is on the horizon... but it won't hurry up and happen. I don't want to have to pretend I actually give a shit about living until the main event gets here.

All this having to put effort into shit that basically just doesn't matter anyway. Cut to the chase. Hurry up and bring on the Threads part so I can jump off a bridge or some shit. Ugh.