I've acted like a cishet man for so long I don't know how to stop

I feel like almost every social interaction I have nowadays except with really close friends is just a complete reflex to be this fake guy I made up

It's especially bad when I talk to men so I'm also mostly avoiding all my male friends but obviously I would rather not do this

I don't even know who I am anymore

  • GaveUp [she/her]
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    1 年前

    I think before I thought I was just changing as a person but now I'm just painfully aware of how fucking fake I am

    • Cummunism [they/them, he/him]
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      1 年前

      possibly, sometimes things just need to be reframed. Those mannerisms(or whatever) aren't fake if youre doing them genuinely but still on accident. And maybe even more importantly is whether other people think it's fake which I can't say for sure on that, but if they want to be around you still then they probably don't think it's "fake".