I've acted like a cishet man for so long I don't know how to stop
I feel like almost every social interaction I have nowadays except with really close friends is just a complete reflex to be this fake guy I made up
It's especially bad when I talk to men so I'm also mostly avoiding all my male friends but obviously I would rather not do this
I don't even know who I am anymore
Yeah, this is what worries me - that ill never figure outnhow to be a woman who i feel comfortable with. I'm like, idk how to even get there... I just feel like this weird guy who wants to be a girl. Like ugh 😑 it sucks