jesus christ. i have nothing to add. sorry that happens to you. I would say get a gun, but I don't know what country you're in and frankly don't know if it would actually do you any good since reactionary justice systems tend to ignore self defense when it's a marginalized person defending themselves. Even if you "win" you shouldn't have to suffer the blows of random nazis. You could get brain damage. You could get a concussion. I knew someone whose dad got AIDS from a fist fight in a pub. There's no "winning" random interpersonal fights like that. It's always a net negative.