Occasionally once every couple months I'll have break down level paranoia where I believe even family and friends have a plot to kill me. It's not often but it's scary when it does happen. I used to abuse heavy stimulants, so I'm wondering if this is residual stimulant psychosis, ptsd, or bipolar with paranoia (I've had that thrown at me)
idk duder, just wanted to comment to bump and to say that this sounds absolutely awful 😞
I had one bad mushroom trip in my early 20s during which I thought my boyfriend and friends wished me bodily harm, and I still remember it as one of the worst experiences of my life. I can't imagine going through that every couple of months, and I'm amazed that you've gotten through it this long.
Hopefully somebody has some answers for you.
Yeah it happens every few months. I used to use meth and stay up for days and I'd end up in a paranoid psychosis after like 4 days of being awake.
I would assume I probably permanently messed up my brain a bit.