As in, absolutely no "close" friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn't seem to care at all. No family either because I've met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won't get into.
So that's it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that'll probably be it. I can't even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can't be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.
That's it, I posted this here because there's no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won't.
Ok I'm legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I'll try to answer to all of you.
Not OP, but I've been lonely all my life, it's just getting worse.
Most people are pieces of shit, and we’re not missing out on anything. That’s what helps me cope at least lol.
Looking for a socialist org that wasn't based on electoralism was the first thing I did that actually gave me some fucking hope for mankind. Every single chapo should do it, regardless of ideology or gender or whatever. I can only hope this virus will pass soon, and that I will be able to finally meet with comrades IRL. I only hope you can gather the strength to do the same thing brother, not everything is lost.