As in, absolutely no "close" friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn't seem to care at all. No family either because I've met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won't get into.
So that's it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that'll probably be it. I can't even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can't be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.
That's it, I posted this here because there's no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won't.
Ok I'm legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I'll try to answer to all of you.
oh i was an incredible misnathrope for a long time and kinda lowkey still am. i pretty much only spend time around socialists because after a long time not doing that, they seem like theyre the only population with decent people regularly strewn in.
dealing with sexual violence really makes you picky about who you associate with
Sorry you had to deal with that, a good chunk of people just outright sucks ass; and I know what I'm talking about, considering I spent years getting picked on for being a physically weak and small kid. At least, you found decent and considerate comrades to hang out with, so not everything is lost.