As in, absolutely no "close" friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn't seem to care at all. No family either because I've met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won't get into.

So that's it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that'll probably be it. I can't even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can't be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.

That's it, I posted this here because there's no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won't.

Ok I'm legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I'll try to answer to all of you.

    • BeamBrain [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      I was ridiculously socially isolated before pandemic and was working myself up to breaking out of it when the pandemic hit

      Same boat. I had one regular group activity I really enjoyed going to and then the pandemic killed it dead.

    • Jorick [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      CTH both helped me to see hellworld for what it was, but also that I wasn't alone in that struggle, and never have been. I'm happy you guys are here after the ban, and I'm happy I got to look into joining an org IRL, because that's the first step for not feeling like completely isolated from the world.

      Thank you for your words comrade.