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  • Marius [she/her]
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    4 years ago

    This answer. Every one, EVERY ONE of my friends except TWO are infested with this. Every one has to guilt trip me for eating shrooms, and I don’t want to live in a world where I have to feel guilty for shrooming

    • scramplunge [comrade/them]
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      4 years ago

      Seriously? For shrooms? What do they say? “Stop taking a drug that gives a lasting experience making you feel you are always connected with your environment.”

      • Marius [she/her]
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        4 years ago

        More subtle than that. If I DO do shrooms on the weekend, I should really do a LOT of housework Thursday and Friday so I “earn” the shrooms. Or alternatively LOTS of housework Monday and Tuesday. Otherwise there will be disrespect and subtle put downs, or they’ll full mask off, saying something like “drugs are worse than masturbation because masturbation teaches self love which is self care”. Or just little zingers like “lazy” or “not dedicated yet”

        OR I need to have something I can show, like “my social anxiety is immediately and forever cured, see this WASNT a waste of time!”

        But if I just literally have a fun weekend with my bro’s, that’s incredibly selfish and damning, and I owe everyone

        • scramplunge [comrade/them]
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          4 years ago

          That sounds terrible. I value you for your humanity, they should too. If they think drugs are getting in the way of your productivity there’s appropriate way to address that concern. Making you feel less than and unimportant is not the way to do that. I think one of my most memorable trips was realizing that shrooms give the mind a different perspective. Perspectives are important, but they don’t dramatically change your life the next day nor should one expect them to. What can change your life pretty quickly is you’re environment. Surround yourself with positive kind people who encourage growth.

          If you’re having trouble cleaning your room, I have this book I’ve been reading... jkjk