Like, I’ve had several therapists/psychologists/psychiatrists/counselors throughout my life who either seemed disinterested or flat out unfit to deal with people like me, and I don’t even think I’m the worst case scenario (who knows, maybe I am?).

What’s their main demographic, who do they even help? Yuppies, professionals, people in manager positions who already have had successful professional, social, and dating lives?

They’re already too expensive for most of the population, they seem to be absolutely oblivious to the problems of most men of color or trans folks or most gay folks, they can’t help early career young people, definitely not working class people, like what the fuck are they good for? And can people just shut the fuck about ‘just go to therapy, honey’, ‘men will do anything but go to therapy’ like fuck off. I went to therapy, and holy shit yeap, the world still sucks and society is still extremely hostile to me.

Oh I can change my reaction to things? to live in delusion is almost what they seem to be prescribing and nah, I’d rather just save the 100 dollars per session and spend it on 2 months supply of fucking OxyContin.

And motherfucker, if you’re a psychiatrist, and I’m here for adderall or anxiolitics or fucking laxatives, you had better fucking give it to me. I didn’t fucking pay 150 to prescribe me children’s medication or to be lectured about the importance of therapy.

  • Kolibri [she/her]
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    3 months ago

    I never really had, and I still have like a lot of mistrust towards towards the mental health system, due to like something that happened a long time ago. Where like a psychiatrist mistakenly thought I was in crises and sic the police on me. I also didn't have health insurance, so getting the ambulance bill + hospital bill + various other bills from different health professionals like a physician. I dunno it just taught me that to not seek help when in a crisis

    • gueybana [any]
      hexagon
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      3 months ago

      and sic the police on me.

      Oh man, I completely forgot they’re encouraged to call the coppers on you if you’re ‘in distress’.

      • Kolibri [she/her]
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        3 months ago

        yea. and there just like that sense of power they hold over someone. Besides that, that sort of reminded me, like when I was involuntary detained in the psych ward. There had to be a court case whether to be involuntary detained longer or to be let go. And there was a state or court psychiatrist that visited me, I think he was? kind of forgot exactly who he was, but when it came to court time. He pretty much lied, trying to keep me longer.