Please I want to stop pretending to be a youtuber while I talk out loud to myself about the subject while I lie away or get stuck in the bathroom doing it in front of the mirror in a hyperfocused way while I forget to eat and drink water.

  • SuperZutsuki [they/them]
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    5 months ago

    I have this except it's conversations with people I'm romantically interested in and it only leads to intense pain when none of it ever turns out to be true. What part of my brain do I cut out to never feel romantic attraction again?