Awhile ago I downloaded several books including things like War & Peace, Sense & Sensibilities, Ulysses etc.
Some of them are quite thick, and I am wondering if I mostly did so to seem intelligent or smart on some subconscious level.
Have any of you gotten enjoyment or insight from any of these kinds of books? or is it just society and schooling that are telling me these are "good."?
just made my own comment about how good Moby Dick was, then read this and could not agree more with all points above. Part I of Crime and Punishment is kind of nauseating. I feel sweaty when I read it. Thinking about it now, I still have a sense of what Raskolnikov's room smells like. The prose of the book also mirrors Raskolnikov's clarity - as he regains his social support and place in the world, the writing becomes easier to digest, more leveled, as he moves from his own problems to those of others. Another Dostoevsky book that captures this well is Notes from Underground - the scene with the prostitute and the first part of C&P share the same of sort of uh, intense anxiety about everything
If you ever want to reexperience that sense of feverish anxiety, I'd recommend the Kieslowski movie a Short Film About Killing (or the episode of the Decalogue it's taken from). For most of the first half of the movie, he blocks out part of the frame to give you that idea of immediacy, the inability to understand a situation, claustrophobia, that Raskolnikov feels leading up to the pivotal act. I'd be very surprised if it were not directly inspired by C&P
That sounds awesome in its own way, but after C&P I really didn't want "more of this please"! I'm into another sort of masochism, where I read my old David Eddings-books again and try to map out where it shines through that he was a complete monster.