• propter_hog [any, any]
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      10 hours ago

      At the time it wasn't, because I was raised by two cucked right-wing nutjobs who took me to Reagan and Bush rallies where military planes would fly over and they'd play I'm Proud To Be An American and shit like that. I was an adult before I started to wake up out of that stupor. Ironically, it was how they raised me that started my journey. My parents raised me as a evangelical Christian, and it was the dichotomy between what the Bible said and what the politicians and preachers were saying that started me on the path to recovery.

      • Pentacat [he/him]
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        8 hours ago

        You’re almost me, except we were a different flavor of Jesus-brained.

        • propter_hog [any, any]
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          7 hours ago

          Jesus-brained is exactly what I'd describe my childhood as. My partner came from a similar background, and we just tell people we were in a cult because of how far it was from mainstream Christianity.

    • Pentacat [he/him]
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      8 hours ago

      I was around when it happened but I didn’t know it was sad until I went there a decade later and listened to stories from people who lived there. People were really good at describing how empty and fearful life felt for them when it fell. I had to stop and recalibrate.