Long story short he's back at me again because I asked him for $5 so I could grab smokes, even though I lied and said it was to buy a coffee (fuck him). Laid into me about how I suck and I'm a parasite.
Like I said in the title it puts my self-esteem in the dumps because I can't just move away and tell him to eat shit and die and never speak to him again. I'm beholden to this fucking monster that hates me.
And the funny part is I had a plan to quit smoking this weekend now I'm saying fuck it to that because what's the point?
Tell him he can't insult my comrade like that.
I always see you bumping peoples threads in mutual aid, and I think little things like that are a great measure of character. You're always there, even if you can't help monetarily, you help with pushing the posts up the algorithm.
You're a good egg. A great bean.