Yeah, sitting on a crush, just letting your sexual tension simmer while having limited interactions with a girl is far less cute than guys picture in their heads.

He’s talking about wanting to marry this person, like dude, you needed to be direct and engage in a far deeper conversation yesterday. Months of few interactions…that’s not usually a recipe for anything good. Right now your only hope is a quick and casual conversation, suddenly finding rapport on something you share extreme mutual interest in, and then being as assertive as possible in asking them out. The window is really small for OP for things to not be awkward right now and making a rejection as comfortable as possible for her, he’s literally shitting where he eats, but there’s always a shot i guess.