Honestly my life is fantastic right now I LITERALLY cannot understand why I feel like this today. I have a ton going on and all of it is good but somehow that's still scary and so many of the good things that are happening are somehow scary anyway and I'm really ultra struggling. How y'all doing. Tell me something good that you're up to this weekend and maybe your blooming will help distract me from whatever this ridiculous anxiety is coming from. It do be like that sometimes.
Been feeking all kinds of anxiety and restlessness. I think we know some shit is coming down the line.
Lamented to a chud co worker about the trans stuff which I calmly explained that we didn't need to go down this but because the Dems absolute failure to educate the population and letting the Republicans run wild exploiting that ignorance and fearvwith laws criminalizing queer people and their allies...even putting bounties on it. What's coming now is a lot of needless pain and some deaths unfortunately and 20 years of building legal cases outside of the Democrats of people who have been harmed until it reaches the supreme court.
I'm married to a Muslim immigrant which might get caught up in all this shit too. He's legal and from Indonesia not the Middle East but still all the same. The anti China / Mexico rhetoric also gives a bit of scare because it inflames racism and
who don't know anything but mayo land thinks all brown people are the same will still be targets of hate crimes and profiling on the perception. He's noticed it too. Cops profiling him, tailing him because he's not white.
I went out and therapy shopped some ofthe most expensive and I don't even know if it tastes good limited edition
D&D themed high ass 100 proof mead and 20% beer. Bit of a sticker shock after that one. But 
fuck it.
Went out on a date with the hubby to see the new Venom since he has been poking at wanting to see it only for him to not really enjoy the movie. I mean it was ok. Not terrible, but they really teased this big baddie and nothing really happened with that so who knows if they are setting up a 4th. Then went to Panda Express so he could have some reserves for today.