I'm not sure I've ever known and am not certain I will. I can be happy in a moment, but that goes away. Meds help me shrug it off, and I don't tend to dwell on existential shit like this for long, but like...I dunno that I was cut out for this world, yo.
Also this isn't a cry for help and im not particularly sad or upset right now, I was just walking one of the pups and thought to myself "if I can't be happy I'm gonna make sure these fuckers are."
Idk I think it's a learned skill tbh. It's the default human condition to always want more. I'm starting therapy in the new year for this
i don't agree with this at all. we just live in a world where most don't have enough.
Maybe it's just my default human condition lol
it's uncomfortably close to saying "greed is human nature" for me.
It doesn't have to be a monetary thing, more like ambition, or comparing oneself to others, examining paths untaken
yeah i think i get where you're coming from, that's fair.
No way of knowing this while living under capitalism