It is kinda ruining my life lmao. I have never felt this strongly for anyone. When we talk, I can ride that high for days. But then she gives me (what I perceive as) the cold shoulder and the depression I feel... boy. It's been like this for months. I cannot go on, man.
find a new crush
Seconding this. If it really is just a crush you just need to get out and mingle. There's so many cute people with interesting mannerisms out there. Getting your heartstrings tugged enough by enough people will give your brain some control again.