It is kinda ruining my life lmao. I have never felt this strongly for anyone. When we talk, I can ride that high for days. But then she gives me (what I perceive as) the cold shoulder and the depression I feel... boy. It's been like this for months. I cannot go on, man.
The longer the relationship stays like this, the longer you will fantasize and create a perfect image of her/the relationship in your head, which will be damaging to the actual relationship and actual person should the relationship happen