I mean most of the old, bald and fat men are rich enough to be able to pay to make themselves look better, they just don't for some reason.
I sympathise with you regarding sexuality being messed up under patriarchy. I guess you just have to understand that one some level there is a biological sex drive that is not influenced by society. Sex is not supposed to be dehumanising, rather the opposite.
A couple of things you could do which might help would be to introspect your sexuality, maybe a therapist could help with this. Figure out exactly what it is that makes you uncomfortable with it and see what you can do about it. The other thing you could do is abstain from all sexual activity for a while, so that you can get a more objective perspective on it. If you believe that your sexuality is messed up by you aren't acting on it then you won't be as anxious about it and you can think about it more clearly.
I was never more anxious about my sexuality than when I was using porn on a daily basis.
I mean most of the old, bald and fat men are rich enough to be able to pay to make themselves look better, they just don't for some reason.
I sympathise with you regarding sexuality being messed up under patriarchy. I guess you just have to understand that one some level there is a biological sex drive that is not influenced by society. Sex is not supposed to be dehumanising, rather the opposite.
A couple of things you could do which might help would be to introspect your sexuality, maybe a therapist could help with this. Figure out exactly what it is that makes you uncomfortable with it and see what you can do about it. The other thing you could do is abstain from all sexual activity for a while, so that you can get a more objective perspective on it. If you believe that your sexuality is messed up by you aren't acting on it then you won't be as anxious about it and you can think about it more clearly.
I was never more anxious about my sexuality than when I was using porn on a daily basis.