I am called Leah (She/They/It). Half woman, half clown, all cock and no balls. I was once user CumradeLeah but I forgot my password. I am a long time lurker because I have a lot of anxiety about participating in any community with more than 6 people and I fear making a fool of myself.

I like beans, drawing, embroidery, sculpting, progressive rock, and tinkering with lots of things. Sometimes I try to make silly little movies but I never finish what I start. I have thought if making a long movie of haphazardly stitched together unfinished projects and calling it "The Bin".

I have no real friends or life really. I feel terminally isolated from any sense of community or belonging and I don't really know who or what I am most of the time.

I don't know how to end this so here is a lovely clip from an public access tv show from the 90s I have recently fallen in love with here