I am called Leah (She/They/It). Half woman, half clown, all cock and no balls. I was once user CumradeLeah but I forgot my password. I am a long time lurker because I have a lot of anxiety about participating in any community with more than 6 people and I fear making a fool of myself.
I like beans, drawing, embroidery, sculpting, progressive rock, and tinkering with lots of things. Sometimes I try to make silly little movies but I never finish what I start. I have thought if making a long movie of haphazardly stitched together unfinished projects and calling it "The Bin".
I have no real friends or life really. I feel terminally isolated from any sense of community or belonging and I don't really know who or what I am most of the time.
I don't know how to end this so here is a lovely clip from an public access tv show from the 90s I have recently fallen in love with here
Hi I am always online and always on Hexbear too! Nice to meetcha! Lemons are lovely, nice username!
Would I be able to peek some of your artwork? Currently looking for someone to draw my chiahuahua as Stalin leading a line of tanks
That sounds like a very fun thing to draw. Recently I have just been doing silly nonsensical looking things in my sketchbook like this
ShowThat'd be good but I want my grumpy old homie to be leading the tanks. Stalin mustache and all.
@WhyEssEff@hexbear.net when did we get all these leas, i was just going to post the smug one and now i see the whole gang's here. fantastic work
Hi Leah! Nice to meet you. I like beans too, especially with rice. Such an amazing and versatile combo.
I am a long time lurker because I have a lot of anxiety about participating in any community with more than 6 people and I fear making a fool of myself.
I'm also like this but I've managed to survive here for quite awhile. It helps that this a pretty friendly community most of the time, so hopefully it will be good for you as well.
I have no real friends or life really. I feel terminally isolated from any sense of community or belonging and I don't really know who or what I am most of the time.
If it makes you feel any better... I'm pretty isolated in RL as well. I normally don't talk about it much because I don't think anyone else can relate much to it. After seeing this, maybe I should?
Anyways, welcome and thanks for making this post :D