I am called Leah (She/They/It). Half woman, half clown, all cock and no balls. I was once user CumradeLeah but I forgot my password. I am a long time lurker because I have a lot of anxiety about participating in any community with more than 6 people and I fear making a fool of myself.
I like beans, drawing, embroidery, sculpting, progressive rock, and tinkering with lots of things. Sometimes I try to make silly little movies but I never finish what I start. I have thought if making a long movie of haphazardly stitched together unfinished projects and calling it "The Bin".
I have no real friends or life really. I feel terminally isolated from any sense of community or belonging and I don't really know who or what I am most of the time.
I don't know how to end this so here is a lovely clip from an public access tv show from the 90s I have recently fallen in love with here
Hi Leah! Nice to meet you. I like beans too, especially with rice. Such an amazing and versatile combo.
I'm also like this but I've managed to survive here for quite awhile. It helps that this a pretty friendly community most of the time, so hopefully it will be good for you as well.
If it makes you feel any better... I'm pretty isolated in RL as well. I normally don't talk about it much because I don't think anyone else can relate much to it. After seeing this, maybe I should?
Anyways, welcome and thanks for making this post :D