No for real, I'm bored. Ask me stuff lol.

I'm trying to not lose my mind debugging this stupid Android app. I'm jobless and don't know what I'm doing with my life.

Recently got diagnosed with ASD at 40. I'm severely depressed and suicidal. I listen to shitty music, read theory and pretend I understand it, oh and I'm super hungover because I suffer from alcoholism. I'm an open book so please don't doxx me <3.

  • roux [he/him, comrade/them]
    hexagon
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    9 months ago

    I got a discord friend that is super into folk stuff and "atmospheric/ambient black metal" stuff. I've given the latter a listen but it wasn't clicking so much outside of just being background music. I've always let myself move with the music and if it wasn't moving I couldn't really focus as much, I guess. Upbeat and a ton of change-ups really keep my attention. I dig rap where they can really flow but outside of pop rap from the last 20 or so years I don't know much.

    You Make Me Sick kept coming up in my mixes and every time I was like I should give her a listen. Spotify's alg let me know her album dropped a few weeks ago so I gave it a full listen through. It's good!

    • Othello [comrade/them, love/loves]
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      9 months ago

      omg i didnt even realize it dropped!! time to listen! and I get what you mean about needing upbeat music, i just need some ooomf!

      • sicklemode [they/them]
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        9 months ago

        I get what you mean about needing upbeat music, i just need some ooomf!

        https://inv.tux.pizza/watch?v=xnpfTpkr6to Does this do it for you?

          • sicklemode [they/them]
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            9 months ago

            Ask and you shall receive fidel-cool

            Seriously though, I need my music to have some power in it when I'm in the mood for something heavy (which is quite often)

            https://skyqode.bandcamp.com/album/defiance if you want more (I fucking love this album)

            I post stuff in the music comm from time to time, so you may come across more stuff I like that way.

              • sicklemode [they/them]
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                9 months ago

                oooh its not my usual thing, but im always trying to expand my taste.

                Same here. Always on the prowl for some good music I've never heard of.

                i could do a great workout to this!!!

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