every time you think about these sorts of things, or theory in general really, you chip away at it, it becomes more accessible the more you work at it, even if it only really clicks way down the line from now, good on you for engaging with something challenging either way
every time you think about these sorts of things, or theory in general really, you chip away at it, it becomes more accessible the more you work at it, even if it only really clicks way down the line from now, good on you for engaging with something challenging either way