lying in bed quietly trying to fall asleep is terrible. My brain doesn't stop, it's like a pitching machine that's gone rouge and I'm the batter stuck in the cage.
Whenever I'm finally about to fall asleep, I notice myself falling asleep and become fully awake, because my brain goes "Yes! I'm falling asleep! Hurrah!"
Every time :angery:
real insomniac hours whos up
I get that a lot too, sometimes i just can't fall asleep until i'm so dead tired that i do it without even noticing i'm falling asleep. it just really sucks when that moment doesn't come until like 9am